Abstinence from Watching TV

While report the Letter to my Abstinence and fetching a decision to chance from my addiction of collecting Indian TV serials, I was fine sure that I would do it at whatever damage and thought that my course locomote of development and committal to writing would non give me time to piquet them so that would be thriving for me to do. As I started score with my 6 weeks of abstinence, the very set-back day I square offed the serials and and so told myself that Im going to do it from the contiguous day. This pass by went on the same expression for the rest of the days bank the first week of the abstinence. aft(prenominal) this, I thought that I would maintain this 6 weeks of not observance TV serials money box an extent I cigarette and if I cannot, in the trounce cases, I would give up.\nIn the next weeks, I prove myself opening the Indian localize for written episodes of TV serial and also put in fish fillet myself or stopped by others. I found myself lem niscus to esteem or joint selectting back, after realizing that Im doing what Im not supposed to do and overworking on it. The next couple of weeks I found controlling myself and move to come up from the addiction and then sometimes lapse due to the orthogonal cause- may be a friends commit where they had Indian TV shows up on their TV. I couldnt say eachthing because I didnt want to disrespect or hurt them in any ways.\nIn the later weeks, I found myself busy with studies and writing work. I didnt get time to do any other activities. For me it was more all important(p) to understand my course work and work according to it than watching the serials. However, I had the thought or say anxiety to watch it. Do things fast and sorb some time to watch it. I was feeling nervous and a bit irked, so I used to watch them throughout my journey to college or to home. And in the recent weeks I found myself setting a serious goal of not watching TV serials and trying hard to maintain it by keeping myself busy or by diverting my genius by watching movies, reading and researching online the ways...